In search of what ??

When my pain is met with a silence from you,
Who is to blame?
Is it me or you?
Beat after beat, this sorrow continues to stay,
Buy my heart always say,
Love me like never before ...
Oh my soul mate, love me forever !!

This life has been full of pain and sorrow,
But it has a solace that,
I am yours and you are mine...
And I believe, that it will never change
Then why is the door that leads to me, closed?
Come, let's open all the doors, let it all go
Lets cry our hearts out, let tears flow

Let the clouds of pain drift away,
Let our life blossom in every way everyday,
Leave the past where it belongs,
And listen to what the heart has to say !!

Despair !!

Some day
You will look at me
And you'll know that our love was
meant to be...

The arms that I long for
Will open wide
And you'll be happy to have me
Right by your side...

Though I know you are
the kind of girl
who is always confused...

Some day
We will meet once more
And then you'll want the love
you threw away before...

I'll keep waiting
And some day , my love
You'll come to me
when you want to settle down
you are gonna want me ...

My Love is Gone!!

Smiles of newly blossomed lotuses,
dreams unattainable even for Gods,
Fresh colors of rainbow,
fragrances of 'ladies of lilies',
You gave me everything,
you became the spring of my life
How could you desert me, now?
Forget me like this?

In this desert of life,I Have lost my way,
released your hand by mistake,
Won't you come? Reach me?

Your proximity was my comfort,
Your heart, was a shelter for me,
Thought about you, thought
Recalled you and your name
My form, this life, and this song
Is all yours, yours....

Sometimes I feel...

Some say,the person who tries to live alone will not succeed as a human being. His heart withers if it does not answer another heart. His mind shrinks away if he hears only the echoes of his own thoughts and finds no other inspiration.Sometimes I feel the same way,Sometimes i feel I am also in such a state of mind.. I shut my mind to the outside world thinking it would relieve of the tremendous pressure I feel in my life.. We love, to know that we are not alone.. But what if,love makes us feel more n more lonely...?? Is that something worth suffering for ??

My 1st Love !!

Locked her eyes with mine....
Gave me dreams...
But dont know y,everything has changed....

She joined hands with me..

she taught me friendship..
she made me feel how pleasant love is...
I dont know wats wrong in me..
I loved her more than my life..
in her company,time ran fast...
but now,it neva moves...
she sparked the romance in me n left me alone.......!!
All alone........!!